There's no place like home!

My momma is coming home tomorrow and I am so excited! I've missed her! I know that it might seem a little odd that we are as close as we are, but we are. She's been gone for over a week and at her vacay house she didn't have cell reception so I couldn't just call her up whenever I wanted. I'm thinking that I'm going to make thanksgiving dinner tomorrow I have all day before she gets home, and maybe have my Grandma over since she refused to go out   to Thanksgiving... My sister isn't invited though because she's being a bitch. (which really isn't surprising) I'm thinking I might put it off for a while though because my mom is still eating leftovers, so I'll make something else. Anyway, the house is all clean, new things have been done that can only be done when mom is away, and I'm excited to go pick up mom! Woo hoo!
  Talking about Thanksgiving makes me feel like I need to say what I am thankful for, I know it's cheesy, and I also know that I'm late in doing so, but I'm going to do so anyway. I am thankful first and foremost for my mommy, she not only takes care of me, but is someone  who I genuinely enjoy spending time with and have a good time with. I am thankful for my family, both those who I am actually and legally related to and those who have adopted me into their family. I am thankful for a  warm home and never having to worry about where I'm going to lay my head at night. I am thankful for my friends I miss all of my friends from Cedar, but I am so blessed to have you guys in my life, Fab Five forever :) I am thankful for my best friend, without her I feel like I would have given up a long time ago, I don't have anyone else in my  life who I can share so many things with. I am thankful for, and I know this sounds so cliche, for my country I may not always agree with the politics, but I am thankful that I live in a country where I can change that. I am thankful for out troops, I am also thankful for their families, I can't say thank you enough for the sacrifice you all make. I am thankful for my iPod, sometimes music is my only outlet and there is nothing better than finding the perfect song and blasting it. I am thankful for life, for a while I feel like I wasn't thankful for my life, and I'm so happy that is changing. I am thankful for my pets (including Toby cat)
 I realize that some of the things I listed may seem superficial, but I promise I see the big picture and I am thankful for all the things in my life both big and small. HAPPY LATE THANKSGIVING!!!

I know I know

So I never ever follow through on things like this and surprise surprise blogging hasn't been any different! Well tonight I have some time before Courtney gets here so I figured I would log on and do some writing. My Mom has abandoned me for thanksgiving  but it's ok, because I still have family to celebrate with. Even if we have our issues sometimes I still love them and I'm excited for yummy food and a good day, then I'm going out to my second family (Courtney's) and going to have even more wonderful food and company I can't wait!
  So I know that in blogs pas tI have mentioned my ex best friend Cory, well I have finally reached a point in my life where I am no longer angry or even hurt by  his actions, about 2 weeks ago I sent him a text asking if he would be willing to try one more time to be friends, because even though to everyone else he looks like an ass he was my best friend, but I didn't hear back, I'm pretty good at pushing people away, I completely understand why he's finally had enough of me and my anger. It still hurts though.
  So since this blog is just me rambling, another thing that I was going to touch on was the GLBT teen suicides and the hate that I see in this country, but I think I'll save that. I feel like we are constantly talking about all the bad in the world, and don't get me wrong I still see it and want to fix it, but there is also good in this world and not just big things, but simple things like waking up to a freshly shoveled driveway after the big blizzard, or my family checking on me just because they know my mom is out of town. I try to be good, and to help those in need, I'm sure I don't do as much as I could, and that is something I would like to improve on.
 I know this is the most poorly put together blog, but I really just need a place to put down some thoughts every once in a while, and this is what comes out. I promise I'm not quite this scatterbrained in my everyday life. Well since I'm finishing this up like a week after I started, and I have shit to do I'm going to wrap this random blog up, I'm off to put nails in my wall, but shh don't tell my mom!!!