New Year!

I know it's a bit late, but I am going to write my new year post. The results are in and the conclusion is that 2010 was a pretty sucky year. It really all did start last christmas exploded in March and then went downhill from there. I've fought with family, lost my closest friend, lost my Grandpa, fought with my sister, realized that my Grandpa married the Wicked Witch of the West. And that's just the big stuff. I have been trying so hard to keep my head up and to try to not let it get me down, but I feel like I haven't done a very good job. I am prone to depression, and even though for the most part I do a pretty awesome job of keeping up appearances some days I feel like lying in bed and sobbing. I know I know that this sounds terrible, how much can I really have to bitch about? I live in a warm home, and at  the end of the day I have a whole family who loves me, I actually have been blessed with two families who love and support me! What I need to do is take that into account and realize that while it's ok to feel sad sometimes that I can't let it rule my life and it can't control my every thought. I suppose that should be my resolution this coming year to not just be grateful and thankful, but to actually appreciate all that I have in my life, people, and material I have plenty.